Embarrassing or not you tell me

Today not a lot happened but I have to write about my somewhat embarrassing experience I had today. I don't know if it was more emabarrassing for me or for my patient. So when you work in a healthcare setting you aren't allowed to take grutities from patients. I really appreciated the gesture but it was really hard to have to go back into the patients room in fear that I was going to embarass them and say I am sorry I can't accept this but I will keep the note. They gave me note with $10.00 dollars in it. They were really sweet and they understood why we aren't allowed to accept those kind of things. I have found that patients want to give more around the holidays and appreciate everything you do for them more. That's pretty much it for now. I need to go to bed seeing as they wiped me out today.