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Sunday, December 21, 2008

I caught up on my sleep

I slept all day today I would wake up and just fall right back to sleep. I haven't been sleeping that well lately so it was nice just to sleep. Mike and I have been fighting a lot lately about anything and everything. A lot of it is me just because I am not the kind of person that can't just let things go he is. He is passive aggressive he hates fighting. I don't like fighting either but when things get to me I have to get it out. My problem is that I will bottle it up until I can't hold it in anymore and then I just explode. A lot of it I think is since I haven't been getting a lot of sleep I get really cranky. I feel so bad for my husband because I can be a major pain in the butt and really mean. I'm trying to be better and try telling him what's on my mind when it enters into my head but that's not who I am. I am the kind of girl that doesn't like to complain and always wants to make other people happy even if that means I am miserable. Lately though I've had good cause on some of the things that I get up set and passionate about. I am lucky that he doesn't like to argue he just lets me blow up and that is usually it, but it scares him when we fight he worries about our marriage. I don't really worry about it just because I know what we have and how we feel about each other. We talked about the whole thing that happened last night and he agrees with me for the most part he said that he doesn't blame me. Well that's it for now.

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